my brain...well it's been sort of
See...I started My World in January of 2011 with BIG dreams...but somewhere along the road to achieving those dreams, I lost track of where I really wanted to take My World.
I found myself crafting for EVERYONE ELSE...not for ME...
trying to 'one up' all the other blogs...be the first to make something FOR ONCE!
Know where that got me?!?
NOWHERE!
QUICK!!!
Now, don't get me wrong!
The creations you see on My World today are truly loved...by me!
ESPECIALLY the creations I am making now that I am back from my much needed bloggy break!
But by letting go of ME just to get noticed or to get a bigger following
I ended up with a bunch of supplies to make things that I clearly had no desire to make...
{otherwise, they wouldn't still be sitting in bins in my craft room...RIGHT?!?}
Heck...I even won a room makeover that while I am so grateful to my readers, family and friends for helping me win {I did feel the love} ended up just not being me! The experience was interesting...but it left me feeling as though I {my creativity, my self, my style, ME} was pushed off the teeny pedestal I had made for myself and I ended up in the dumps! Felt like something was wrong with me because I didn't seem to like what a huge majority of bloggers seemed to like...didn't feel that by following trends just to fit in was me being true to myself...and when I finally voiced my opinions and started making things ME again, I felt shunned...even got some nasty emails!
So...
my excitement for blogging quickly became my lack of excitement for BLAHgging...and
ended up draining me of my ALL creative juices and left me with a huge inferiority complex!
ended up draining me of my ALL creative juices and left me with a huge inferiority complex!
I'm really NOT trying to bum anyone out...
My goal here is to 'splain myself and some things that you'll soon see around this world!
Okay...
Right...
To the point...
I am DONE trying to 'Keep Up With The Joneses' per se!
From here on out...you are going to get nothing but PURE, RAW, CRAZY Jessica!
I'm going to be ME!
NONSTOP!
NONSTOP!
I'm gonna make what I want to!
And if someone else had already made it and blogged about it...
I'm gonna make it anyway!
Cuz no one can write a post like ME...cuz MY posts are MINE!
I'm gonna post what I want to!
I'm gonna say what I want to!
I'm going to be ME!
~~~~~~~~~
Recently I posted a POLL!
I really wanted to get a feel from my readers...
a feel for what they want...to see if we are on the same page or not?!?
GUESS WHAT?!?
WE ARE!!!
{well...at least 67 of us are...68 if you include me}
I'm gonna post what I want to!
I'm gonna say what I want to!
I'm going to be ME!
~~~~~~~~~
Recently I posted a POLL!
I really wanted to get a feel from my readers...
a feel for what they want...to see if we are on the same page or not?!?
GUESS WHAT?!?
WE ARE!!!
{well...at least 67 of us are...68 if you include me}
YOU would like to see MORE CRAFTS from ME!
{who is the 1 person that says they Don't Care?!? ~ ~ LOVE IT!}
and I would like to share MORE CRAFTS with YOU!
So...I plan to...
for the entire month of MARCH!
{you know...since March is National Craft Month and all!}
BUT...
I am going to TRY to share home improvements and DIY projects more often...
but these can get a little pricey and we are sort of on a Spending Freeze right now!
You'll definitely see more Kid Crafts coming your way
...cuz Little Miss DIVA is getting into crafting and baking...BIG TIME!!!
BEWARE!
She has a bucket of Duck Tape and Perler Beads just waiting for some action!
I am going to share a bit more about ME and MY STORY...
because, well, it might be nice for y'all to know how I became the kookie Jessica I am today!
AND at least 7 of you want to know more about me!
My story may shock some of you...
may make some of you realize we are more alike than you had thunk...
may make some of you think I'm a nut job!
I'll be updating my 'About Me' - or 'My World' - page soon...keep an eye out for that!
And I will ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS share baking shtuff and recipes...cuz I like food!
So...
YOU asked for it...and YOU shall receive!
Don't say I didn't warn YOU!














Very well said. The things you wrote about could have easily jumped from my brain to my fingers to type. Blogging for me at the beginning was just like you said, a lot of pressure to get followers, be noticed by the 'big time' bloggers, linking up to every linky party I could find...well you get the point. Good for you taking the stand to just be yourself! I have noticed a lot of bloggers that I followed religiously and commented on their every post have fallen off posting much too so I don't think we are alone. I look forward to your future "true to yourself" post.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind comment...means a lot to me.
DeleteDo it! Just be you! When I first started blogging I pressured myself to gain followers, get noticed by the big bloggers, and make it big. But then I realized I wasn't having any fun and got into a funk. I finally pulled myself out of it once I realized what MY style was and what I enjoyed blogging about. Now I only do projects and write posts that I want to. No more crafts/projects that just end up in the trash because they really aren't my thing. One of my most popular projects is just sitting in a closet because it doesn't go with the rest of my house. Anyway, just be you and don't worry about what anyone else thinks. Did you really get nasty emails about changing somethings in your "epic" makeover? Lame.
ReplyDeleteYes, unfortunately so :(
DeleteThanks for your comment! Means a lot to me.
I totally agree - be yourself and do what makes YOU happy as that is what's most important!!!!! I look forward to the PURE, RAW, CRAZY Jessica!!!! :o)
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